This is me. This is who I am.....

Sometimes I lose track of who I am. My name is Cami. I am almost 20 years old. I will be starting school at USU in August, and I don't know what I want to do with my life. That scares me. A lot! I greatly dislike talking on the phone, and I hate hearing my voice in recordings. I love writing and receiving letters. I use the word "thingy" when I can't remember what something is called(which happens quite often.) I will burst out laughing, about something that happened yesterday. I am a major fan of those "had to be there moments." Sometimes I have a hard time trusting others, I talk to God. I listen to song lyrics and often think of how they apply to my life. I'll dance along to anything. I talk to myself, and randomly burst into song. I love tights, and scarfs, and funky socks. I love Disney, and play-dough, and swinging on swings. I love coloring :) I prefer to eat my Oreo's with Peanut-butter(ok, I may be a bit of a Peanut-butter addict....) I push doors that say pull, I stop the microwave before it beeps, I use my fingers to count because math is NOT my strong point. I forget things easy, yet I remember random facts about people(which makes me seem like a creeper sometimes, but I don't do it on purpose), i find myself talking in accents without realizing it, and I speak German to inanimate objects. I enjoy reading my horoscope- but I don't really believe them, I LOVE PHOTOGRAPHY!, I still watch the silly tween Disney TV shows sometimes, I love Harry Potter, reading is great and I wish I had more time for it. I'm not very athletic-- and I seem to hurt myself when I try to be. I feel like I'm pretty easy to get along with. I love choir. I think cooking and baking are fun- but i'm not that great at them. I believe in Love, and I know that someday, I WILL find it. I like Ice Cream.... a lot(even though it makes me sick!) I talk when I get nervous, or else I don't talk very much. I HATE scary movies. I have been lucky enough to have spent four months in the beautiful country of Germany, where I grew and learned lessons that have helped make me who I am today. A piece of my heart is and always will remain in Germany. my.friends.are....awesome!!! ♥ my nieces and nephews are my life ♥, I'm the youngest of 7 and My brothers and sisters mean so much to me. my mom is one of my best friend., I am a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints and I am thankful for the blessings it brings me in my life. I am thankful for the life I have, as messed up and psycho as it is. My Life has taught me to live, laugh, and love. It has taught me to try and forgive and forget, that sometimes things don't go as planned, people will betray you, and you WILL get hurt, but if you put your trust in the Lord, everything will work out in the end, and if it doesn't work out-- it's not the end!
A lot of things have made me the person that I am. I wouldn't be where I am at today if I had not lived the life that I have, and had all of my many experiences. I am Cami, and I am perfectly okay with that.